Life what is life?
is it to live till your hearts content
to prosper and to excel your self into the depths of the sea.
You see and this is what i notice,
what interest me is the fact that life isn't the life you think it should be.
It's filled with ups and downs all around failures, disappointment after disappointment, confusion after confusion
you see life is suffering divinely woven in time to bring about
heart break stoking a passion this pain bringing you ever more
to want to leave this world in every single way.
You see this is my life an epic little story lived every second of the day,
every moment woken, the weight of sorrow rested upon my soul.
you see and what i have come to know
is my life is a life i have no control.
In itself, a life encouraged for this journey to end and the next to begin
a longing to get out to run away to disappear from this life I'm in.
You see my life caused a chain shackled to my hearts desires
holding, suppressing it, causing it to dwell in fire
But what is life?
is this my life?
What am i to do?
am i to cease from this journey, this pattern from day to day?
for i honestly wait for my almighty god to show me the way.
But when?
oh what to do?
what to do?
maybe my friends? No!
maybe my parents? No!
maybe my aunties, my uncles, my cousins, my doctor, my teacher, a physic, a shrink? No!
You know what i'll check God's word, just to try it out.
To see what life's true meaning is suppose to be about.
As time goes on as the days pass by.
I come to realize my hearts cry
This life i long for
his life i wanted to seek
a life built through suffering and turning the other cheek
This life i live a test of maturity
to be tested by sin, by heartbreak, by sorrow,
by disappointment after disappointment, by confusion after confusion,
by this life which is built for me to dwell in
For i found in his word
" no one can close what he opens and no one can open what he close."
I am to wait patiently and endure till my God comes through
What i can't see and don't understand is
why isn't any one else going through what im goin through?
but here is what i conclude and the end of this jam
I don't know what it is or to the extent of my suffer
but i still believe and am encouraged in Hope
that my God will make everything better and be my comfort
I just gotta wait a little more! ! !
Wow, you are really consistent with these poems! Amen!! Something cool we learned in Malachi 1:4-5 "Edom (non-Christian) may say, "Though we have been crushed, we will rebuild the ruins (try to find satisfaction, make their life work). But this is what the Lord Almighty says: "They may build, but I will dmolish. They will be called the Wicked Land, a people always under the wrath of the Lord. You will see it with your own eyes and say 'Great is the Lord-even beyond the borders of Israel!'" (They will never be satisfied with out God) We will never be satisfied with out God! Amennnnnn!
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