"Decision"

Look oh Lord into this Heart of mine

Bring up, draw up the dross
make it disintegrate from your light so Divine
Circumstances here sprouted to keep me back
or shoot me forth
if shot, a wound dealt to penetrate the deepest parts.
If not, an eternal season of re-runs, playbacks, and traps
A hurting, yearning of times to come
but told to be left alone
A hope set to only the lord being able to come through and let me know
Oh Lord my prayer on what next to do?
this fight to just plug this one
and make it through
to just run it
My decision on what path to take
set up in this prayer
to make and break what is there
Grab your image and make me the same
work in me no matter what my eyes claim