"React"

The righteous perish

and no man takes it to heart

Merciful men are taken away

while no one considers

misconception of mind, heart, and self

a concoction of desire, envy, and anger

knowing what to do but loosening that grip

the chain tugging on my spirit

as my heart is churned and flipped

A prayer soared through thought of what action to take

pleading for wisdom because only God knows

whether they're true or just fakes! ! !

How to approach the matter to speak life

into a a direct connection between them and just christ

bestowed on me to act

or to find the better option to give advice

An amazement of how deceived

some take God's word and just leave

it on a pedestal to come back

or acknowledge it when they want

all thats seen is a mask a cloak

to hide from  mans eyes

to disguise and veil the want

of what in light is despised 

In tent is all for self

AND IT'S A HINDERANCE

affecting all around

Lord let your sovereign power be evident now! ! !

"Control"

Unless the lord builds the house

we will toil and fight till the end of time

Unless he intercedes and opens the door

we will knock & knock

but never get through and move forth

We may say "but the Lord says this and the Lord says that, 

that means i must work for this and that."

But how easily we forget that the Lord 

does not need us in the decisions he makes

He lays gifts while we're sleeping,

He overlooks short comings to keep us still worthy of serving,

He gives chance after chance

because he just Loves

He is our God, our Father, Lover and Saviour

He doesn't need us to make these decisions 

but yet he constantly gives us favor

Why? I don't know

but what i do is that

all he asks is that we trust and keep his will at hand.

Keep God always in front of you 

where he is going 

you will want to be

dear God, How?

What is Man to you

that you hold Him to such high reward

but a breathe, a lasting of but a moment.

He exists when brought in to the Body

bringing Life and Health

but for a moment,

then exhaled as his time comes

Who is he that will gain eternity for 

short comings, transgressions, and iniquities?

Who are we?

 and to what deserving aspect do we have 

"The Reward" which is Christ?

unworthy of this Grace

unworthy of this Life

Lord the extent of your Love we will never understand

yet still Thank You

"A TRUE DEVOTION"

"I want to know christ and the Power of His resurrection 

and the fellowship of sharing in his suffering,

becoming like Him in His DEATH."

feeling tipsy turvy 

as this hallway of Misconceptions 

is drawn for me to lead in

A half-hearted, half-minded standard

set up on the life of this so called

"Christians"

You know the people who go to church but once a week 

but some how gains admittance through those Pearly Gates

I want to know the fellowship of those 

that truly shows 

the laying down of ones life

for family, friends, and foes.

The connection and intimacy offered

through Hardships and Trials

set up for us to prosper

The romance and deep affection

of a Life led to Christ's Crucifixion

A place where every HEART OF AFFECTION

is given to EQUALITY in ONE DIRECTION

A place in FULL DEVOTION to TRUE CONTEXT of SCRIPTURE

NO MORE MISCONCEPTIONS

The Heavy weight of this prayer 

made possible through him that strengthens me

The place where this "Radical Christian" 

comes to full light to what

a "TRUE CHRISTIAN" should really be

WE ALL NEED TO STEP IT UP! ! !

ME BEING THE BIGGEST

"Decision"

Look oh Lord into this Heart of mine

Bring up, draw up the dross
make it disintegrate from your light so Divine
Circumstances here sprouted to keep me back
or shoot me forth
if shot, a wound dealt to penetrate the deepest parts.
If not, an eternal season of re-runs, playbacks, and traps
A hurting, yearning of times to come
but told to be left alone
A hope set to only the lord being able to come through and let me know
Oh Lord my prayer on what next to do?
this fight to just plug this one
and make it through
to just run it
My decision on what path to take
set up in this prayer
to make and break what is there
Grab your image and make me the same
work in me no matter what my eyes claim

"Start Anew"

I'll never leave, I'll never run away
because after falling in Love with you
I'll never be the same
I'll never cry, I'll never think, I'll never fight
the same way i did before i came to Christ
Hands stretched out Knees bent by your Grace
Journeys gone about but left with out a trace
I'll never feel, Ill never see, I'll never taste
the same way i did before
seeing the glory of your face
wrapped up consumed by this light of prayers
this faith in Hope that you actually care
For this broken and contrite heart
that lives to be less then alone
But Lord your ways are great and far beyond what i'll ever know
So Thanks Lord, because no matter what happens
My comfort is now in your purpose, your word, your Bible

YOU KNOW WHAT IS BEST LORD! ! !

"Praise to you"

Praise to you the God of my life

the one that is due only what is right

All worship and glory to you, my father, saviour

THE ONE I LOOK TO

Many of times your gentle breeze

like a dove descends 

touches the deepest parts of my hands

and leads me in your gentle whispers in the wind

A pleasance of not needing to hear or see

I've got all i need to believe

You the one that gives me the opportunity

to extend my Love across eternity

Abba father your all i need

and all i'll trust and believe

for your magnificence is like the sunrise on the morning dew

Oh lord continue to guide me

in what to do

For lord to you i belong to

All praise, glory, and honor

to you Jesus Christ

The one and only King of my Life